Monday, June 26, 2017

Mine To give Away

It feels like yesterday I was writing your "First Birthday Poem" The one that told you to slow down, the one that said your growing up way to fast. I'm sitting here  5 days before I have to give you away. And even though that's what they usually say about the bride, I feel it applies to the groom and his family as well.


In my heart of hearts I knew this day would come. I never imagined it would be this fast. This is what we have been preparing you for....A life of your own. One that brings about Joy. One that you can share with your best friend. Your Daddy and I? Well we couldn't be more proud of the Man you have become.

I remember watching you come into this world, Daddy sitting right behind me holding me up as I cradled you in my arms for the very first time. You were a miracle...First son. First one to make me a Mama. First precious gift given to us both from our Father up above. And as you grew by leaps and bounds, we grew right along with you. Learning how to keep you safe. Learning how to let you go little by little. Daddy knew you could and pushed you to be your best. Mama closing one eye and watching with the other as you handled the big equipment like you were born to do what you do.


Always a thinker.....Always quiet. Never quick to make a harsh decision. Tender hearted like your Mama. Driven like your Daddy.....Master of voices.  Super funny around those you feel comfortable with. You should be more brave and show that side a little bit more than you do. People need to smile at this life more than they frown. Beautiful smile that melts my heart every time. Always had my back when ever I needed it the most. And as I sit here I have tears, but son they are tears of joy because I am so proud to be called your Mama and the bond we share is one that I know will never break. And as I sit and watch you love your girl I  know with out a doubt she will get the very same respect you have given me. And I want you to know that I already love her like she was my own. Because what you see in her is a beautiful soul, a friend for life and I trust that she is. I love how you both love Christ with all that you are.....Remember Christ first always, then love her as Christ loves us.


Keep reading your Bible....Pray for her....Pray with her. give Grace....Lots of Grace....And listen to her even when she doesn't make sense...Just hold her. Trust me, you may never understand the tears, but holding her through them will make it all feel better. Always talk. Remember we never let things go with out having shared how we feel. communication is what holds you together even when it hurts to talk at times do it anyway....you will never regret it.  Laugh with her, but never at her. Remember to always keep that little boy tucked inside you, cuz he's gonna want to come out and play from time to time. And I'm gonna enjoy watching you play again.......

I love you Hunter and thank you....Thank you for being mine to give away.....Now go live your life. Your Daddy and I so enjoy watching you on your journey. And Remember we are here to support you always.